T.E.L.K
I’ve been in the darkness for so long waiting for the light,
And now that you have come my way, my days don’t seem like night.
Just looking in your eyes makes me melt inside
I’ve never really felt this way about a guy before,
You’ve truly touched me deep inside, you’ve unlocked the door.
I know it’s nothing serious, but surely it’s a start,
You’ve treated me so equally, I can feel it in my heart.
And even if this does not work, I’m glad I’ve had this chance,
To see how great you truly are, even just for a glance.
We never know what’ll come of this, it really depends,
I’m glad we’re taking the first step, we’re becoming better friends.
With you I feel so comfortable, like nothing can go wrong
I get a tingly feeling inside when i see you
The fact that you are older, didn`t really freak me out,
and now I’m rid of all my doubts.
I’m trying to live in the moment, by forgetting about the past,
And so far it’s been working, and it’s really been a blast.
So hopefully from this day forth, I’ll know just what to do
If ever I come across a guy, another one like you
I want to show you what I mean I think you need to know
As though with love so sudden yet so sweet
With a desire to be touched by you
My heart has left its dwelling place never to return
I am Gone
When life is lost don’t lose faith
Love me like I was not what people saw me as
I shall see you again someday
While time passes and people change
Life goes on everyday you will change and grow old
Just remember me as though I’m there with you
The snow will fall seasons will change
The time we shared will remain
I have died and went away
People are not meant to stay
Remember everyone will die one day
It’s not that bad to go away
But to stay away and remain is harder than to leave
I wander around wondering
How life can be so dull and disappointing
And yet entertaining and love-filled
It’s not always the same but is there really someone to blame
Not in this game
So if it’s lame then you made it that way
You can change it and rearrange it
To the way you want it
Before your end untill your dead
Dead
cold baring hopelessness of a sad minded person
alone scared desprate sence of knowing
wished of promise never got it
want more you can't stay
to be in a place so empty so gloomy
depressed from the dull boring experience
gasped for air, rough and dark
appling pressure in your mind of distant space
to find to serve A purpose to resist the temptation
but alone in a dark and cold as night
that stays never to go is torcher to scorn the flesh
of frezzing in darkened skies pain of the punishment
It finally sinks in be hold that there is a way out to die
never thought of it before
but now why now am i thinking about it?
am I in a hole that deep stuck in a rut can't climb out of
screaming but I am ignored like i don't exist why me?
in the emptyness of being scared and by myself
upset at the fact I can't go back
now that i'm gone I want to go back but I am attacked
at the fear of rejection the thought is perposterious in simple fact
I wished everyone was gone and really I am gone
now how did this happen? when you have everyone you don't relize
how lucky you are but when everything is gone I feel despair
and wish to have a warm bed to go to but now Im gone.
